Random+Poems

I gave up on everything I ever hoped for Wished for Lived for I failed myself And everything I believed in “Put your heart to it and you will succeed” The words that’ve comforted me numerous times Chose now to give up on me. I hate myself My thoughts My confidence My vanity Did I really believe I would triumph? That I would surpass all others? Why must I be so eager? So naïve?
 * __Phailure__**

The deeper I dig The harder i find it to get out And yet when i cry for help I know I'm lying to myself I don't want to be rescued from that trap you set for me It gets so hard to breathe Takes so much effort to just not think of you I'm slowly suffocating within that yearning Your gravity attracts me It's everything about you that holds me in place. I eat cake I savor the candy And nothing is sweeter than those memories I bite my nails And chew on my lips But nothing hurts more Than your **rejection**.
 * __Crushed__**